This should never happen to nobody
wake up one day and your eyes are so cloudy
who do you cry to, your mum or daddy ?
who do you run to, expecting someone else’s apology
the two body’s that good or bad, accepts you as their responsibility
they treat you as a whole, like their sole commodity
but then you spit back at their face, i’m so so sorry
you will always be unforgettable, we are like no other family
it was never my wish to hurt anybody
as a kid my excuses were enlarged, causing my irresponsibility
i never thought of you leaving, i was too young to do the analogy
and now its late, what happened to fairness and equality
I cry to my writings and rejoyce to the mirror
one step at a time as life becomes clearer
I’m still scared, cause I know my death comes nearer
and even more when I think of my baby sister
and way more when i think of raising my own daughter
I always try to bury my emotions, cause to me its a killer
many times i wish i pulled the trigger
scary times, i actually wanted to pull the trigger
the wounds and scars are all over me like invisible stickers
I usually say, this world is a jungle and we’re her lovers
I’m so so sorry, you will always be unforgettable
from December dating back and forth to February
i will not be ignorant to everything you have done for me
including the truth behind what she did to me (my head)
as long as I live, I will always hold on to our family tree
and never shall I abandon any of my siblings
they are the closest thing I have to you
I’m so so sorry, you will always be unforgettable
when I picture you my eyes starts getting rainy
thunder storms in my head, while it gets cloudy
my heart turns drowsy and begins to beat loudly
seeing the lightening cross my eyes, it pains me
I’m so so sorry, you will always be unforgettable